March 2010
“Lets go back to crazy.”
Mere Mortality.
Is it worth it?
Being human?
Imagine how much easier it would be if you were a ladybug, travel the four corners of a flower, then die. Your fate complete, your life accomplished.
People laugh at the question “What am I doing with my life?”
How scared are you of the answer?
“Like a flower waiting to bloom
Like a lightbulb in a dark room
I’m just...”
– Norah Jones
Chosen.
I’ve walked this road, many times before. Circles, I MUST be walking in circles. Running circles, Living in circles. I believe to be destined for this path.. To jump off an edge fall and appear on the cliff again. No one will jump with me. No one will jump for me. A debate on whether I’m sick of the adrenaline rush or if I just need an excuse to start looking for a detour. Teach me....
“Children. wake up. hold your mistake up. before we turn into summer. into...”
“The cost of oblivious daydreaming was always this moment of return, the...”
– Atonement by Ian McEwan (via mypeterpancomplex)
